Apparently did something. I’m at his house again, just to sleep over, and I’m invited to Christmas with the family. He’s sleeping now and I want to sleep but I also want to lay here and savor the fact that he’s holding me so tightly.
while watching the game (we’re not talking about it. -___-) and then proceeded to yell at my ex, who ended up putting me to sleep in his bed because i was too drunk too drive (at 7pm), then i set a sex trap for him by getting naked and laying in his bed so that when he came home he would see how hot i am naked and want to have sex with me
“I’m just dying to say, ‘Hey, do you ever feel like jumping off a bridge?’ or ‘Do you feel an emptiness inside your chest at night that is going to swallow you?’ But you can’t say that at a cocktail party.”—Paul Gilmartin, The Mental Illness Happy Hour (via mrsfscottfitzgerald)
the chromebook is kind of awesome. i do most of my shit on the internet anyway, and the apps that i need to use are on my desktop. this is pretty great, and a super fast computer and really fucking handy. their os is pretty great. uh, still, no one is caring about this at 2am on sunday morning.
i’m just fucking lonely and telling you guys things that if i had a boyfriend he would pretend to care about.
but woke up early, haven’t napped and yet i can’t sleep. i have a fucking hugely busy day tomorrow, why can’t i go to sleep like a normal person? how do people lay down and make themselves fall asleep?
i realize there is no one thinking this right now, i am sure you’re all having fantastic nights with your significant other or drinking with friends or sleeping. i’m just up at 2am nervous about a soccer game and watching three seasons of sex and the city while googling borscht recipes.